{"id":115734,"date":"2022-11-21T17:13:31","date_gmt":"2022-11-21T15:13:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pan-african-music.com\/?p=115734"},"modified":"2022-11-21T18:17:57","modified_gmt":"2022-11-21T16:17:57","slug":"adomaa-becoming-adomaa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pan-african-music.com\/en\/adomaa-becoming-adomaa\/","title":{"rendered":"And through it all, Adomaa rises again"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Though raised in a house where everybody sings, Joy &#8211; Adomaa\u2019s first name, couldn\u2019t be forced into a solo in front of her family. Humming shyly in the privacy of her dad\u2019s church hallways, she had to be harassed for months to join the choir. And when she finally recorded herself interpreting a mashup of Ghana\u2019s biggest tunes, she tried hard to keep the video under the radar. She never asked for fame and attention. But her bright, alto voice and natural charisma couldn\u2019t be kept in the shadows. Adomaa became viral, and with that came recognition, award nominations, and her first album <em><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/album\/60Isj3FdKO2w9AVrVqi6Q2?si=BNxW77tHQ82mOs2s1Rkblg\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/album\/60Isj3FdKO2w9AVrVqi6Q2?si=BNxW77tHQ82mOs2s1Rkblg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Afraba<\/a><\/em>. Soon after came disenchantment, doubt, bad contracts, depression, and ultimately, a crash.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Though it\u2019s hard to empathize with artists\u2019 complaints about the hardships of fame, cameras, public scrutiny, and pressure. Isn\u2019t fame the ultimate goal? What more could one possibly need once you have it all? Isn\u2019t that the dream? Adomaa would beg to differ. Nobody warned her of fame\u2019s pitfalls, and the Ghanaian-Nigerian songstress learned her lesson the hard way. Her first ride through the industry circus almost killed her.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Years later, Adomaa is ready to start over. She fought the fight, did the healing work, and found solace in acting and a new approach to music. She\u2019s beginning again, and after her 2020 project <em><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/album\/5ZUrdtSOzejWQbiJzuRxHE?si=TVgvE9-kRwCmDaPqzlLUQw\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/album\/5ZUrdtSOzejWQbiJzuRxHE?si=TVgvE9-kRwCmDaPqzlLUQw\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Barely Adomaa<\/a><\/em>, she\u2019s finally back and releasing the second part of the trilogy: <em>Becoming Adomaa<\/em>. She talked PAM through this uninhibited testimony on surviving the highs and lows of fame, out now via <a href=\"https:\/\/hakunakulala.bandcamp.com\/album\/becoming-adomaa\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/hakunakulala.bandcamp.com\/album\/becoming-adomaa\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Hakuna Kulala<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Cloud nine and stormy weather&nbsp;<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Adomaa was propelled to fame overnight out of unplanned circumstances. <em>\u201cThings had happened too fast, and I never got any opportunity to let it sink or properly accept it. I was just this shy, quiet, reserved girl, and all of a sudden I was this celebrity that people recognized as I walked in the streets. It was too much for me at once.\u201d<\/em> Working as a junior reporter at ViaSat1, her freshly posted medley of <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=WRqAkqTm-Vs\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">The Evolution of GH Music<\/a> sparked her colleagues&#8217; interest. Once they put the video on air, it quickly made rounds all over TV stations, radio, and social media. Her youthful rendition of E.T Mensah, Amakye Dede, Kojo Antwi, Kwabena Kwabena, and R2Bees hit the spot. And just like that, her soulful, airy vocals and bubbly attitude took the country by storm.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Things went swiftly: more medleys and covers, interviews, live performances, comparisons to <a href=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music.com\/en\/asa-album-v\/\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music.com\/en\/asa-album-v\/\">A\u1e63a<\/a>, and an EP. In early 2016, Adomaa released <em>Afraba<\/em>, a one-of-a-kind alternative treasure flowing from rock to gospel, pop, and folk, and a rarity at Ghanaian award ceremonies like the Vodafone Ghana Music Awards (where she won Unsung Artist of the Year). <em>\u201cI think people were more impressed by the fact that it was very different because in Ghana at the time, there was a lot of dancehall and Afropop music. But to get a project that seemed so alternative and different, people felt like it was a breath of fresh air\u201d.&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignwide size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1010\" height=\"674\" src=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02932-2-1010x674.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-115781\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02932-2-1010x674.jpg 1010w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02932-2-759x506.jpg 759w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02932-2-1440x960.jpg 1440w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02932-2-661x441.jpg 661w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02932-2-465x310.jpg 465w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02932-2-375x250.jpg 375w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02932-2.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"(min-width:1010px) 759px,100vw\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><figcaption>\u00a9 Nelson Desouza Henry<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:25px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>This idyllic time of change and discovery, between \u201c<em>cloud nine<\/em>\u201d and imposter syndrome, is recounted in the dreamy \u201cIn the Clouds\u2019\u2019, the second track on her 2022 album. <em>\u201cI was in two minds. A part of me was very grateful because people work so hard in this industry for years, and they don&#8217;t get recognition like that. But at the same time, I felt like a fraud. I felt like I didn&#8217;t know enough, hadn&#8217;t done enough. I felt like there was still so much to learn, and there were people who were more deserving of the recognition. And I also felt like I wasn&#8217;t ready.\u201d <\/em>Here lies the issue:&nbsp; Adomaa was thrown in at the deep end to sink.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Welcome to the (industry) circus&nbsp;<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Pushed into the <em>dog-eat-dog<\/em> music industry, Adomaa promptly realized what was at play behind the spotlights and critical acclaim: her mental health. <em>\u201cI don&#8217;t think if you want to grow in a sane environment, the music industry is the place to do so. My advice to anybody trying to make it in music: you should probably have everything sorted out before you come in. You should probably have your talent sorted out, like your top-notch vocals, all your skills on lock.\u201d <\/em>Adomaa didn\u2019t, and in the acoustic \u201cSmoke and Mirrors\u201d, the bitter reality sinks in. The young singer is now unable to recognize herself. Her music isn\u2019t hers anymore, and neither are her creative choices, signed away in shady deals. So inevitably, she started to crumble. <em>\u201cI used to flop big time on stage. It started being more obvious to the world, and my mental health was in the gutter. So I was struggling, and it was starting to look much more visible. And that is when my career started to dip because I wasn&#8217;t that person.<\/em> <em>I couldn&#8217;t keep up with the facade I had started with.\u201d <\/em>&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed alignwide is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Adomaa - Circus (Lyric Video)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" data-src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/H5juuvGUjwI?feature=oembed&#038;autoplay=1\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><br>The lucky career turned into an inextricable trap described on \u201cCircus\u201d, an ominous, sad, and nagging track. <em>\u201cIt has a double meaning. The circus can be this fun place where you can just go to have a good time, see the elephants, see the magic tricks, and basically have fun. But it also has a scary connotation, the way it&#8217;s depicted sometimes in horror movies, as this very scary place. It was like this music industry was supposed to be this fun place where I could express and be myself. But at the same time, it was so scary because of everything going on in my mind and how I hadn&#8217;t figured myself out. \u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Lights out<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201cI remember the very first time I had a panic attack. I had a meeting with one of the executives on that label, and it went really badly. I had to come out, and it was right there in the middle of the streets. I fell, and couldn&#8217;t breathe. And I thought I was going to die. [&#8230;] It became a thing. Any time I wanted to make a song, or I had to go on stage to perform, or I tried to sing, I would have a panic attack.\u201d&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed alignwide is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Adomaa - Crash (Lyric Video)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" data-src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/9z4WTtT1qxQ?feature=oembed&#038;autoplay=1\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201cI felt like I was going to die if I didn&#8217;t stop. It literally was life or death.\u201d <\/em>Neither the awards, the fans, nor the fame could save Adomaa from this deeply traumatic experience she now remembers as a fog. Anxiety and depression got the best of her, and she fell out of love with music. Lost, easily triggered, and vulnerable, she hit rock bottom. Hard. <em>&nbsp;\u201cDuring that period &#8211; which is what \u201cCrash\u201d basically captures, I was done. I had even, at some point, attempted suicide. It got that bad because I didn&#8217;t know what my purpose was. I just felt like a complete and utter mess.\u201d&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>To save herself, Adomaa left music behind and longed for a new purpose, which manifested as acting. <em>\u201cIt just felt like an answer to my prayers. I got cast for a role in another country, Nigeria, for a television series. So it required that I leave Ghana, which is the change of environment I needed. [&#8230;] And life just made sense again. I wasn&#8217;t struggling. I wasn&#8217;t flailing about. It just felt like when you\u2019re burning and someone pours water on you. That&#8217;s how it felt. That&#8217;s what that whole experience was. So acting saved me in a very, very big way.\u201d <\/em>Adomaa became <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=3_AflAH9Mpk\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=3_AflAH9Mpk\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Dede<\/a> in the eponymous TV show, and Abena in the 2017 rom-com <em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=TS78cfJrHcQ\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=TS78cfJrHcQ\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Badluck Joe<\/a><\/em>. She found her \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=fMgNWmJ3Dug\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=fMgNWmJ3Dug\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Utopia<\/a>\u201d, as she sings in the emotional ballad. But once healed of past traumas, she felt this strong pull to music again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Salvation and new beginnings&nbsp;<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignwide size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1010\" height=\"674\" src=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02788-2-1010x674.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-115785\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02788-2-1010x674.jpg 1010w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02788-2-759x506.jpg 759w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02788-2-1440x960.jpg 1440w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02788-2-661x441.jpg 661w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02788-2-465x310.jpg 465w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02788-2-375x250.jpg 375w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/MZS02788-2.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"(min-width:1010px) 759px,100vw\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><figcaption>\u00a9 Nelson Desouza Henry<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:25px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>In 2020, Adomaa rekindled her first love, with newfound knowledge and caution. She reintroduced herself to the audience with <em>Barely Adomaa<\/em>, a compilation of unreleased songs from a scrapped project. The singles \u201cI am Tar\u201d and \u201cBe Your Own Beautiful\u201d earned her prestigious nominations, including \u201cBest Record of the Year\u201d at the Vodafone Ghana Music Awards. But history won\u2019t repeat itself. This time around, Adomaa is determined to do things on her terms.<em>\u201cI knew exactly what I was going into, so I could make that decision consciously, which leads to \u2018Beginning Again\u2019\u201d, <\/em>the last song on <em>Becoming Adomaa<\/em>. She chose not to be a puppet to labels and trends. She sought trustworthy partners, like the Ugandan label and collective <a href=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music.com\/en\/tag\/nyege-nyege\/\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music.com\/en\/tag\/nyege-nyege\/\">Nyege Nyege<\/a> \u201c<em>In 2016, they thought [Afraba] was really dope and they wanted to be a part of it and part of my career moving forward, but things didn&#8217;t really work out and I&#8217;m glad they didn&#8217;t. So we just felt like renewed energy [&#8230;]. After going through the contracts, and having several conversations with them, it felt like a very good fit.<\/em>\u201d Now the 28-year-old is finally making the music she loves, complimenting it with visuals and her love for acting.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Adomaa\u2019s Instagram bio reads \u201cfuture EGOT\u201d (for Emmy, Grammy, Oscar, and Tony awards). Her ambitions are clear, and with her love for theater, \u201c<em>it\u2019s definitely happening<\/em>\u201d. She got a second chance at life and doesn\u2019t plan on wasting it. \u201c<em>I feel like I&#8217;ve gone through the fire to get to this point. Regardless of how cliche that sounds, I see myself as a Phoenix now. So I feel like the butterfly has morphed into a phoenix and now my journey&#8217;s about to start. I know a lot of things, but there is still so much ahead of me that I&#8217;m not aware of [&#8230;]. So yeah, the journey continues. \u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em><a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/linktr.ee\/adomaa\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/linktr.ee\/adomaa\" target=\"_blank\">Becoming Adomaa<\/a><\/em> out now via Hakuna Kulala (Nyege Nyege Tapes)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignwide size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1010\" height=\"1010\" src=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-1010x1010.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-115792\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-1010x1010.jpeg 1010w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-759x759.jpeg 759w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-100x100.jpeg 100w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-661x661.jpeg 661w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-465x465.jpeg 465w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-375x375.jpeg 375w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-200x200.jpeg 200w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-85x85.jpeg 85w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa-73x73.jpeg 73w, https:\/\/pan-african-music-production.fra1.digitaloceanspaces.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/Becoming-Adomaa.jpeg 1200w\" sizes=\"(min-width:1010px) 759px,100vw\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>PAM spoke with Adomaa, the Ghanaian-Nigerian alt\u00e9 singer and actress, on the release of Becoming Adomaa, an honest and vulnerable recounting of her journey through fame and the industry, from disillusion to salvation. 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